My biggest dream right now is go to Fairbanks AK or Norway by Dec 2024 to see the Northern Lights

I've been manifesting hard for the money to pay for the trip. I'm trying to pay down debit, but im not doing so good with that one. Seeing them has been a LONG TERM DREAM OF MINE.

My best qualities are my dry, sarcastic sense of humor. My laugh is loud and is very noticeable. by Also, when I love someone, they will feel/know it 100%. I enjoy making people feel loved. I don't lie or cheat on my partners when I'm truly loving them.

I really want to know my purpose and move forward. I don't remember what it feel like to be happy and I'm ready for my purpose

I show love to myself geting out of bed and doing something productive. Even of im not in the mood

Im doing self care right now. A little mindfulness in the am. Showing gratitude and some manifesting what my dream life looks like. I've recently learned that what you put out into the universe is how it comes back to you. Give love/ gratitude and you get it. Be an ungrateful ass**le and that's what u get back. Educating people is so much easier and also rewarding.

It feels so nice to be kind to others. Feel better about yourself=raise your vibration.

I limit myself with my low self esteem and fear. My dad pounded into me that I'm worthless and that everything I do is stupid. Won't amount to anything he could be proud of.

So I withdraw and keep quiet in fear of being seen as stupid. I feel very worthless

I've wanted to move home for 20 years but I'm scared. I doubt myself and talk myself into thinking don't go it's a mistake. 20 years I've put my dream aside cause of fear.

Worst thing that could happen is I actually do fail. I would constantly hear in my head its my fault, blaming myself and feeling like a failure

Everything else if it doesn't serve me I'm OK with letting it go. Usually by that time im aware why it needs to go and the benefits i will see/feel from doing it. I'll understand it needed to be removed for me to move forward in my life And open new doors/new opportunities and that feels enlightening.

Short easy answers on these. I have no f**king clue about my mission and don't have the faintest idea what I was intended to do. I've walked around clueless with my eyes shut just going through the motions for 54 years. I'm tired of living like this.

There's an element of hopeless to it