I show love to myself geting out of bed and doing something productive. Even of im not in the mood

Im doing self care right now. A little mindfulness in the am. Showing gratitude and some manifesting what my dream life looks like. I've recently learned that what you put out into the universe is how it comes back to you. Give love/ gratitude and you get it. Be an ungrateful ass**le and that's what u get back. Educating people is so much easier and also rewarding.

It feels so nice to be kind to others. Feel better about yourself=raise your vibration.

I limit myself with my low self esteem and fear. My dad pounded into me that I'm worthless and that everything I do is stupid. Won't amount to anything he could be proud of.

So I withdraw and keep quiet in fear of being seen as stupid. I feel very worthless