I've wanted to move home for 20 years but I'm scared. I doubt myself and talk myself into thinking don't go it's a mistake. 20 years I've put my dream aside cause of fear.

Worst thing that could happen is I actually do fail. I would constantly hear in my head its my fault, blaming myself and feeling like a failure

Everything else if it doesn't serve me I'm OK with letting it go. Usually by that time im aware why it needs to go and the benefits i will see/feel from doing it. I'll understand it needed to be removed for me to move forward in my life And open new doors/new opportunities and that feels enlightening.